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Name: MiL²
Birthday: 7/19/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: praising God, singing, musik, anime, hanging out w/4renz, da beach, watchin sunsets, stargazing, collecting stuffed animals, helping, learning God's Word, cooking, kidz, playing sports, tawking on da phone, sleep..=) and rain! [rainy days are awesome!] ^_^
Expertise: pRaIsiNg, pRaYiNg & wOrShiPpiNg God, grubbin on chocoL8, drinking [starbucks] coffee, boba, shakes, and jamba juice drinks!
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Member Since:
10/4/2003
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| i think it's time 4 an update even tho i don't anybody really goes on xanga anymore. heh.
so i finally got da courage to talk to my boyfriend a few weeks ago bout our problems in da relationship. it's such a relief and i'm glad we finally talked kuz thingz are so much better now. back then we didn't see much of each other and didn't spend dat much time 2gether, but now we actually put in da effort to see other more and spend more time with each other. i'm happy with the way things are now. communication is also a lot better now. we're more open with each other and we're both not so scared of letting our guard down anymore. i'm juz glad we got past our bumpy roads and such. people still try to talk sh-t but we both juz try our best 2 ignore wat others say. obviously we're still 2gether and tryin 2 make things work and yet they juz don't wanna give it up. they're still convinced dat i'm not wit da right guy and all dat crap, but they don't make decisions for me..only i can make decisions 4 myself and i choose to stay with him. i love him and they can't try to tell me otherwise. it feelz good 2 hear him tell me how he feels without holding anything bak. it's nice to know how much he really does care.  hehe.i don't regret my decision 2 stay and i'm happy to have him..
Love is not about a seemingly perfect partner and a seemingly perfect relationship..it's about seeing better people along the way and yet you stick to your choice and say, "i've still got the best!" | | |
| ~HaPpy HaLLowEen!!~
being bak in alaska and having to leave cali really takes a toll on meeh...on my sanity.. it seems like i lose my sanity here! dis place sux, it drives me krazee! we all hate it here >.< it's boring and there's nuffin to do.
on a lighter note...we got invited 2 a few parties dis past week. we went to a1c schrieter's apartment on friday nite and had some fun..it wasn't much but it was kewl. it was a "flight party" so it was jux a few ppol..those ppol are gonna b da ppol i'll be working with. [co-workers] they're kinda krazee but nice. =P and then saturday was a halloween costume party @ sgt. hager's house in wasilla [a town dat's like a 45 minute drive 4rm here.] it was OK. it felt like an adult party dat ur parents would go to 4 halloween..-.- lol. then there was an after-party @ a1c roy's house...dat was a joke. we didn't do anything..we sat around and talked and played cards. that kid's a joke! i can't believe i'mma be working with dat guy...*sigh* o.O and 2nite der's another party but meeh and my girls [haley & rebecca] dun feel like going out 2nite and dressing up agen so rocio went by herself with her man. meh..we kinda felt like going, but not really.
hmm..i started FTAC on thursday and it's a 10-day process so i got 8 days of dat left b4 i go thru training/testing and then finally start working on flight with everybody else. i got da flight i wanned to be on which is Wolverine [kuz haley & jason are on dat flight and i hang out with them a lot.] i was originally assigned to Wolfpack, but rocio wanned 2 be on der since her man's on dat flight, so they switched da 2 of us. =] *yay* good stuff!
other than that..haven't been doing much really. i go to FTAC 4rm 7:15am-3 or 4pm, come home, eat, chill with da friends, go 2 sleep...stuff like dat. perrty boring...but watever. o.O however, der's some "drama" goin on with our squadron kuz ppol b tryin 2 mess with mah gyrl haley kuz she's like da most wanted girl here...she's perrty....every guy basically wants her..but she's picky..hahahahaha! o.O but still, i can't believe ppol be doing dat kind of crap. it's retarted but whatever...i know what's da truth kuz i'm always with her and she tells me everything..so yah..hahaha! it's all gewd tho..=P but she is a teaser, i'll admit dat..she'll mess with u, especially when she's drunk...but yah..it's kewl..heh.
anyways, i got an interesting phone call dis evening...he hasn't called in like 2 weeks and suddenly he wants 2 have a "friendly chat" while da wife's at work..and then all of a sudden he "has to go" kuz i'm guessing he was at her work already to pick her up...whatever. i mean, we're still good friends and all and when he calls once in a while it's all friendly talks and such...but still.........it trips me out. da situation i mean. i know we're just friends now but i hate how it is. i really do...i always tell myself not to answer when he calls but dis time his number didn't show, so i ended up answering it. and then last week he e-mailed me saying "hey, give me a call"....-.- what a trip............*sigh* i feel like screaming!!! >.< gaaaah! | | |
| times really have changed...and it changes how ppol see things, how they act upon certain things, and their opinions on certain subjects. i too have changed...and my views on some things have also changed...it's krazy, i know..but it's true. i can't really say in detail what has changed. *sigh* it's just gonna have to be one of those secrets that no one else knows and no one else can or will know! o.O heh.
anyways, i had a rather interesting day.. @_@ weird, confusing, not considered normal to most..but interesting. rather intriguing i think...hmm..changes. sometimes good, sometimes bad...i have yet to figure out what dis one is................. | | |
| i was bored so i decided to take some quizzes....heh..
People see nothing in your eyes. You seem to either
be indifferent about everything or are trying
to cover up a lot of pain. Your eyes have a
cold stare that can make people shiver. Try to
show a little more caring, because your hard
exterior most likely drives people away.
...stop looking at me like that...stoppit!
What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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you are kind and sweet. your heart is always in the
right place and you would probably do your best
to protect the ones you love even if you were
to die you are a GUARDIAN ANGEL.
what kind of angel are you?
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Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you
are thinking. Your answers are well planned and
helpful so people generally seek your advice.
Your the perfect balance between solitary and
outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time
to yourself to sort out your emotions and
figure things out. You understand the phrase
'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to
you. What's that important for you to have to
get so upset over? You know what you want out
of life but are simply taking your time and
enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it
is, you can always change things later if your
not happy.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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